Shitty feel

i dont know why did i even tried so hard to make anyone happy.

.... no one appreciate it at all..
damn it. no one tried to care how i feel.. because they cared more abt themselves.

except the two sweetest boy on earth.
they cared but.. i ignored. yet they're still there.... anytime.

i wont be foolish and stupid to make an effort to just put a smile on anyone's face. because once you missed it, no one will appreciate whatever shit effort. it will be FOOLISH.

... but well, whatever.
i'll get over it, over all that proj rush and over the shit feeling.